Today, I am going to talk about anxiety.
While I can not find a proper medical term for this, I am pretty certain that I have anxiety over finances and my time... all in all my limited resources. I realised this issue from when I was working in the UK last year. It was not like I was saving any money, but I constantly feel like I don't have enough... I should delay all sort of enjoyment or entertainment that requires spending. If I am spending, there needs to be a purpose. Perhaps that purpose could be when I was going out with my friends and I knew I would need to spend over lunches or coffees as this is just how the society works. But deep down, I was not enjoying it. The emptiness and pain that I felt when spending 4 pounds on a coffee was way more that the enjoyment I get from that cup of coffee. Very rarely was I spending money on myself, not because I don't think I deserve it, but I just think the spending is not necessary. The fund can serve a better purpose, but not a bottle of water when I am thirty, not popc
